Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Catching Up

I mentioned recently that I am timidly cautiously exploring some job opportunities. I'm still working on that... we'll see how it goes. I am working towards working from home, but it will be a slow (and hopefully steady) process. I am far to obsessive and cautious to dive into it too quickly, I want to make sure it is a steady and viable income before I make the move. I had assumed/planned that I would stay at the college until that time, but I am considering otherwise now.

I am increasingly unhappy at the college, for a few different reasons: I really miss Kim being there. Hardly anyone that I knew through her even talks to me anymore - even when I pass them in the hall. I rarely have opportunity to see our mutual friends - most of my contact was on my way to her office b/c they are mostly in her old building, or on the way to it. My boss (not my direct supervisor, but the head boss) is increasingly hostile towards me and difficult to work with... she really makes my job miserable. Add to all that, with the state budget crisis, my hours have been cut. While Kim and I are both enjoying the extra free time that gives us, it makes my income so low as to hardly be worth it. All those together spurred me to start exploring my options a bit. And as I did, a very odd thing happened... I found myself becoming *excited* at the prospect of such a major change and energized by my prospects. That was such a novel thing for me, but the buzz has stayed.

I went on my first interview, and I feel like it went really well. I was on my game, I presented myself well, I felt encouraged at the way I handled it. All in all it was a good thing. I haven't heard back yet - she was still taking interviews through this week. I won't be taking the job, if it is offered, for several reasons; but the interview felt like a success and it was a great start to getting my feet wet.

I have another interview lined up for the first week in November. I am feeling excited about it, but a bit nervous. This job was definitely a reach position for me, so though I feel my chances are slim, I am encouraged that I even managed to pull out an interview. If, by some off chance, I am offered this position, I would definitely take it.

Other than the job front, not much going on lately. We've been traveling quite a bit - day trips mostly - but nothing new there. I love that Kim is as into fun and adventure as I am. I love being on the go. After Kim gets back from her business trip on Friday, I think we may check out a pumpkin fest on Saturday during the day. Saturday night we have another meeting at our church with the Welcoming Congregation group. Our turn to present is coming up in 2.5 weeks. That will be fun. Right after church on Sunday, we will be staying to have pizza lunch with the youth while volunteering on a project they are working on. I'm looking forward to that too.

My biological clock is ticking like a nanosecond alarm clock on speed these days. No, I don't have any real news on that front... just thought I'd share anyway.

I'm thinking of writing a coming out letter to my grandparents. Even typing that sounds drama-filled and bizarre. It also feels slightly redundant, but important to do anyway. *sigh* Maybe I'll go into it more in a future post.

Ok, I think that's it for now!

6 comments:

SassyFemme said...

Are you guys actively TTC? Just wondering the way you brought up the biological clock.

The interviews are good practice, even if you don't think you want the job, or if they're a big reach. It can't hurt anything, that's for sure. Hope you find just the right thing for you.

Court said...

No, we're not. And I'm mostly ok with that, most of the time. It is still a ways down the road for us.

Unfortunately, that doesn't stop my biological clock from being absolutely insane sometimes. Doesn't help when it seems like everyone else in the world has a new baby, is newly pregnant, or is actively trying to get that way.

The interviews are good practice. I am feeling a lot more self-confident and prepared this time, from the last time I was doing the job search thing. Thanks for the good wishes!

Maria said...

Just curious...but why did you interview for the job if you have no intention of taking it?

And...god...when my clock started ticking at the ripe old age of 39..it was like I could think of NOTHING else, so I sympathize...

Court said...

Well, I was actually very interested in taking it -- until the interview. It was only after the interview that I knew I wouldn't be taking it. I enjoyed the feeling of getting my feet wet in the interview world again, but it was very definitely not a good fit for me.

Tick-tock, tick-tock,... it's crazy! lol -- thanks for sympathizing!

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